So sad

I'm just so sad today for some reason. Well the reason is easy, I'm missing you!  However, I'm always missing you its just today it's a little harder to hide or fake my feelings. 

There are days I just don't know how to take that first step but I have no choice. 

I being in this place. It's hard to explain to people who haven't been in that position.  Even then everyone's loss is different. I don't know if it's because you were my only one or because it was just you and me for so long, but most days it feels like my heart can't continue without you. 

I'm just sad today more than usual and needed you to know that and this is the only way I know to get that out. Love, mom